I Feel Naked

Can you see what happened?? My necklace is gone. It broke. I'm terrified to touch it again. This is so upsetting. I loved that necklace. I've had it since I was eight. That means I've had that thing for half my life. I feel so naked without it on now ;;

Also notice that I haven't drawn many cats lately and I start drawing cats again and this is what happens?? It happens every single time. I stop drawing and I come back to drawing and I've liked somehow improved in the time I didn't spend drawing.